50 shades of fucked up

There are nights I cry so hard that my body aches and I shake uncontrollably having to smother my face into an aligning pillow so no one hears me. There are also nights when I’m ecstatically happy and i think that everything happens for a reason. And there are also nights where I feel nothing at all. but there is never a night when you don’t cross my mind.

One thought on “50 shades of fucked up

  1. Hmm I can say I have had nights like that! Glad there is plenty comfort foods to sink my teeth into and exercise to be had on really bad days. Doesn’t make me forget but it does help ease the anxiety.


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